Long days

I am horribly impatient and I find myself constantly playing a waiting game. God's test for me is apparently to be a testimony to the fact that it's hard to drown if you keep trying to swim.

So while it might look like I am thrashing and struggling for air the truth is a lot of this kicking and screaming is just me keeping afloat.

It could be much worse. I know it could be because I've been there done that.

I am relying on a lot of prayer lately and I just keep swimming...