Monday, June 02, 2008

That was the right thing, right?

Today I had a job interview for a job that paid enough for Jon and I to live on. While I was at that interview I got shuffled off to interview with someone else who was half way through hiring someone for a position in her department that they thought I would be a better fit for. Ten minutes after I got home from the interview she called me to do the final interview and gave me the amount she would be paying for the position, saying that if I passed the final interview I would be hired.

It wasn't enough money. After I accepted the interview for later today I started doing math in my head, then I busted out the calculator and a piece of paper and it just wasn't enough.

So now the gamble. Did I go to the interview and possibly take a job that wouldn't be enough until I found something better... or did I say no now, hope I get Unemployment next week during my phone interview and hope for the best.

Well if I take the job and it's not enough money I can't get UI. But if I don't take the job and I don't get UI then I'm screwed.

I decided not to take it. It simply wasn't enough money. But now I'll have that lingering icky feeling for awhile until I get UI and I'm safe.

If cards fall in the right place and our expenses drop because of an answered prayer I might be able to take less the next time it's offered to me... but I can't bank on that now.

So as my husband says... I do what I had planned to do... I wait for a good job instead of another bad job that pays ok. And I wait.

In other news I have a City interview on the 10th. The same day (but a different time as my UI interview). Wish me luck.

4 comments:

Eden said...

Thats such a tough place to be in...at least you got an interview though right???? BTW, I got a letter today for a phone interview and they told me that until the interview I wont get any checks :( I had them change my interview from next Monday to this Friday. I am confused though since this is my first phone interview I have had to do and I collected UI 4 mo ago. I also asked them about doing the things online and she said that the only thing you can do online is open a new claim.

Cheryl said...

It was the right thing to do, I think. I'm so glad we were able to arrange our finances so that I don't have to work. I feel so blessed, especially when I watch how you are struggling. We're getting my first paycheck from the temp job this weekend, and we're buying new tires for the car. Good luck, Allie dear.

niobe said...

Looking for a new job is always incredibly stressful and full of difficult choices.

I think you're absolutely right -- there's no point in interviewing for a job that just doesn't pay enough to live on. The only way it would even theoretically be worth it is if you thought you'd be able to possibly negotiate a higher salary if you were offereed the job. Since that wasn't the case here, you totally did the right thing.

Grammi Teri said...

I think you did the right (and gutsy) thing. I want more than anything for you to get a job where your many talents are appreciated and appropriately compensated. Mostly a place where you can be happy. I want that for all of us.