I have received already the love, support and prayers of much of our family and I know the next couple days there will be visitors and food.
I can still laugh. In the hospital I tried my best to be stronge and positive so the hospital staff wouldn't have my moment as the scar in their day. I did cry, I will sometimes still. But, I remembered the best tool god gave me, I found joy in that sterile room.
I find joy here too. In my mom's help, my husbands support and my daughter's silly dances.
A life was lost and I grieve it by celebrating it's welcome to heaven with love.